Never Shout Never

I'm so digging Never Shout Never. Before, I only listened to a few of his songs only because I wasn't aware of his other catchy, fun and meaningful songs But now that I got the chance to YouTube them, I'm addicted to them.

Currently listening to Love is Our Weapon. I'm loving it. (:

I know how it feels

Trust me, I know how you feel right now. And I know that it's not okay even though you say it is. And I know you feel every time you see him, how much you want him to love you the way you love him. And I know how you feel every time you see me too, the way you control your anger, the way you try and keep calm.

It's okay, I understand why you feel that way. I felt that way too before, so I know how it hurts inside to see the one you loved so much with someone else that you know should have been you. But time heals, it doesn't make everything better but it lessens the pain.

I honestly feel bad because a part of your pain is my fault and I admit that.

I promise you this, that I won't hurt him because I know how important he is to you and to me. I treasure him as much as I treasure my life so I promise to keep him safe and happy.

I want him to be happy and I know you want the same thing for him too.

Complaints

I woke up this morning with a headache. When I got up, I started feeling dizzy. Then I realized that my back really hurts; that was probably because of the swimming or the slide incident. The slide incident was when I was in the 'Black Hole' slide, or so they call it, and I got stuck about halfway. I didn't move for a couple of seconds and I don't know why. Then after a few, this girl hits my right shoulder. I screamed. We weren't meant to collide at all but we did and that caused me pain. At least she said 'sorry' right? But that was two days ago and i'm only suffering the pain now.

To add to that, I'm all alone in this house so all I can pretty much do is complain to myself.

27.03.10

April Fools' Day

Happy April Fools' Day to all those who I succeeded and failed to fool!

I love you guys and no hard feelings or anything, okay? :)

And yes, i'm aware my greeting is a little too late cause it's 2:57AM which makes it the 2nd of April but oh well!

The Only Exception

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love

If it does not exist

But darlin'

-Paramore