I know how it feels

Trust me, I know how you feel right now. And I know that it's not okay even though you say it is. And I know you feel every time you see him, how much you want him to love you the way you love him. And I know how you feel every time you see me too, the way you control your anger, the way you try and keep calm.

It's okay, I understand why you feel that way. I felt that way too before, so I know how it hurts inside to see the one you loved so much with someone else that you know should have been you. But time heals, it doesn't make everything better but it lessens the pain.

I honestly feel bad because a part of your pain is my fault and I admit that.

I promise you this, that I won't hurt him because I know how important he is to you and to me. I treasure him as much as I treasure my life so I promise to keep him safe and happy.

I want him to be happy and I know you want the same thing for him too.