July 10, 2010 - Saturday

Yes, I know it's only Saturday and our flight is like two days away but I know i'll be busy from today onwards with packing. Gonna be spending a month in Philippines, gonna be spending a month away from all those I love here, especially him. I'll miss Ireland so much, i'll miss everyone but he always reminds me that "it's only a holiday" and he's right, it IS only a holiday and i'll be back by August 12. However I can't keep that thought away that when I come back, he'll become a totally different person and that someone has taken my place in his heart - just like what happened last year when a guy who didn't deserve my heart, broke my heart. But I guess this year is different because I trust him, I trust him with everything I have because he IS my everything. Jeremiah De Leon Justo, I love you.